♥Friday, September 26, 2008♥
FINALLY.
PROMOS HAVE ENDED.
shant harp on the probability of me retaining since im simply not really interested. haha. physically, im really glad promos ended. im trying my best to restore back my health and rid this rotten complexion! :( i guess it's all retribution from sec 4 lahh. so, dun ever laugh at ppl's pimples. HAH.
im not really too sure tat i feel happy though. it means more time to face problems which can be ignored previously. this year simply just isnt what ive expected. im keeping myself busy with thoughts. it's always good to sit down a few days and think over what you've done when you feel lost and you would be really amazed. i know what's the problem with me, yet im feeling contradictory about viewing it as a problem. i have no idea how long it takes, but gimme some time away from these things. im really feeling tired. who is really with me? i wonder.
on the optimistic side, end of promos means meeting up with old friends! yay! gosh. i really miss each and every one of them. it's good to get back all those old feelings and be at ease. really thankful to those who genuinely treasure, from what i can sense. action do speak louder than words.
shall end here since everything that comes out sounds pessimistic.
+as the show goes on, i cant bear to see it.
♥ jolene @
7:45 PM
♥Saturday, July 26, 2008♥
have not been blogging fer quite some time. been really busy these days and too tired to do anything personal.
gosh. loads of homework this weekend. and to cap it all, my eom was rejected by ruby ng AGAIN. another round of stoning in front of the com and cracking your brains. ahh. makes you feel kinda lost yet unable to leave it all.
omg. yuxian contracted dengue! :( poor yuxian! she had fever fer a week and now she has to rest another week or so. take care mugger, with all the stress! haha.
random: i discovered the existence of a future sister-in-law today! gosh. lols. :P
ohh yea. went town with zx today and saw loads of things to shop fer! i guess it's human to be greedy and insatiable right. gonna get em. provided i work hard towards promos. and that reminds me of my risky cts results which sucked to the max. jc just isnt like sec sch where you can do last minute work and still go through it fine i realised.
back to today's trip. or i meant yesterday. went dinner and shopping and to get zx bag (which i preferred the other colour). it was fun really cos most of the time was crapping off our heads about stupid stuff...something happened that was really malu. we were walking around heerens and i was looking directly in front(i meant really straight in front) and i didnt notice the steps in front. so i sort of 'disappeared' one step down with an addition of a scream. and it ended up with some passers-by laughing and zx laughing her pants off. lols.
i really missed the old days where everything was back in place, where i could just laugh myself silly over nothing everyday, where i still had my sense of humour and where i had basically nothing to worry about and nothing much to keep to myself. gone are those days. old life was so much fun that i cant help comparing. i guess i'll just have to adapt like what im getting myself to be immuned to now. i just want to tell all, that ive not forgotten any of you. :D though some changes have inflicted pain.
+ gimme back what it used to be. ive lost all.
♥ jolene @
12:24 AM
♥Saturday, July 12, 2008♥
alright. im random. had a chat with tianhe and decided tat i would '重出江湖' and pick up sth tat i had left 4 years back. :X despite my lack of time and deteriorating health, i shall do it. i needa test my limit. it has really been an eye-opener this year. all the more i shouldnt lag behind! :D
been resting these 3 days at home and it feels good to be well-rested! haha. meanwhile other than sleeping through mii life, i was reading, listening to music and reflecting. there's this newcomer 盧廣仲 with a really kuso image and perhaps cute personality tat caught mii attention. bought his cd. clear and soothing voice. and now im a great fan of his. haha. been reading memoirs of a geisha these days. realli great depictions. i realised im so outdated reading it after such a long time from its release. haha.
+certain things arent too late, isnt it?
♥ jolene @
9:47 PM
sometimes reading blogs does hurt.
at least i do. countless.
+i guess life goes on.
♥ jolene @
12:45 AM
♥Wednesday, July 2, 2008♥
aww. sch reopen! just the 2nd day and school is taking its toll on me...i feel like im experiencing fatigue fer 2 years. i was welcomed back to sch with my outstanding result of 25/100 in chem! :( come to think of it, i should be glad tat i even hit the twenties considering the amount of effort i put in. :X honestly, the pressure's getting on me, seeing me horrendous ct results and the nearing of promos. less than 3 months away! gosh. ive gotta buck up. i was sorta motivated by the career& scholarship fair held today to work harder. all the good grades needed...ahh. the funny part was watching jeslyn and xiaomeng grab freebies given away, ranging from pamphlets and pens to water bottles and recyclable bags. :X so unglam lahh. haha. we're used to it.
another funny thing happened today. during gsc, mr ho said something really amusing that all of us couldnt resist laughing. mr ho:"...现在的年轻人都不爱喝传统的咖啡,他们都喝...starHUB的咖啡." it was damn hilarious cos even he was laughing when someone told him it is starBUCKS. haha. mr ho is so cute and fatherly lahh. his lessons are so amusing.
been seeing many primary sch friends lately. met sheng hui, ting yi and yanling... sorta miss the fun we had in pri sch. :) that gt me enthu in organizing a 6A class outing soon! yawn. loads to catch up in va.
+ i wished i had more sleep. :(
♥ jolene @
4:20 PM
♥Monday, June 30, 2008♥
my 1st post!
this blog was created on 27th june!
yet de first post is on 30th june.
cos i dunno how to use blog de.
:( so malu. hoho.
since many things happened within these few days i shall update some...
hah.
27.o6:
nth much happened.
28.o6:
went mco agn but this time with de addition of yu xian and weijian. since our last visit, which we were late by 1h 30 min (thanks to mii, followed by tianhe then haiyuan), jiesi reminded us to be early. haha. but as a dizi tradition,we were late AGN. mco is basically rich, happening and fun. haha. their songs damn nice, esp ABBA which is exceptionally exciting. lols. they veh pro wor.
aft lunch we decided to go peng lao shi house which was nearby. i dunno why we gt de idea of buying fruits to visit him cos it reminds mi of de things i would buy when visiting graves. opps. haha. de fun part was lying to peng lao shi tat yuxian was his ex-student from keming. (cos yx isnt his student at all and it just happened we were tgt. haha.) he actually has a imba memory. but since we insisted he forgot his students he was slightly convinced. lao shi's house is super relaxing. 18th floor. sea-view. windy. accompanied with FREE snacks and aromatic CHINESE TEA. haha! and i realised de 瓜子 tat mii pet birds eat is actually a DELICACY. it tastes so much betta than i imagined. haha. im SWEAR im nt fighting with em over it. chatted much over many random stuff...and poof! time passes. haha. in de end we denied knowing yx. lols. as i said, lao shi has super memory with his students and he said he was doubtful of our words. he was actually amused by de whole thing. haha.
+i miss de days with mii section.:)
29.o6:
cooking session I. cooking disaster? 5 unknown youngsters decided to spend a perfect sunday morning and afternoon cooking their LAST MEALS. as usual, some of em were late AGN(perhaps due to fear). they went shopping fer de ingredients at fairprice. dishes done are:
1) cookies- which was originally vanilla flavoured. due to deteriorating eye-sight, failing memory and perhaps with some form of mental disorder, rose essence was bought in place of vanilla which they had to make do with.
2) potato cakes with mush sauce- done perfectly with almost half bottle of cooking oil, half roll of serviettes and ONIONS(a stimulant to causing mental disorder in one of de members). otherwise it's a wonderful piece of work. *smirks*
3) omelette+ kentang+ prawn- aka omelette, kentang, prawn. done by a self-proclaimed masterchef who didnt know how to flip de omelette over and didnt know tat soya sauce was added in de egg before cooking.
4) longan+ nata de coco in syrup- probably de most edible dish due to absence of their culinary skills involved in de making.
+ chefs in the making. do not disturb.
♥ jolene @
6:41 PM